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Okay remind me never to go out and start drinking at lunchtime and carry on til closing again.... My hangover sucks but I did have a good time yesterday.

Jay is back in Derby for a few days before he ships off to Canada and I have to admit that without Lisa there we kind of just fell back into how we used to be together. We sat and chatted about everything and nothing for hours.

We talked about mum and the rest of the family, he talked about the break up with Karrie. We drank, we ate and eventually we went to the cinema, then we drank some more. We were going to go clubbing but my head was spinning so we came home.

It was just so easy to be with him, he knows what I am thinking and why, scary really as we have not really talked that much recently but we are still on the same wavelength. For once we didn't end up in bed though, we had talked about it and it was very tempting but we decided that we are both a bit too messed up in the head to do that at the moment. Though we are meeting up when he gets back from Canada, and he has asked me out there for a few weeks when he has the mid tour leave.