Okay so that is the journey so far... I haven't been documenting it as much as I wish I had now that I have decided to do this correctly...
I have the wonderful Sir and Izzy and together we are exploring the wonders of creating a happy poly family together... I am hoping to document it properly here.
Friday, 26 June 2009
Report - 20th June 2009
Date and Time: Saturday 20th June 2009 19:30
Played with: Alan and Izzy
Report to: Record Only
Clothing: Dress Shirt, Black Spankie Pants, Seamed Stockings, Suspender Belt, White Bra
Toys Used: Horsehair Flogger, Purple Felt Flogger, Whippy Cane, Crackled Rattan, Tweezer Clamps, Clover Clamps, Croc Clamps
Arrangements: Text from Izzy 'Would you present yourself for 1930, please? With your uniform, if you'd like. X'
Details of Play:
Red cuffs worn and attached to the middle of the frame.
Shirt unbuttoned and breasts removed from bra cups and played with.
Tweezer clamps applied to nipples, medium/hard pressure.
Whippy cane applied to front of thighs and then worked from ankles up to top of butt and back down, concentrating on back of thighs. Also played with Izzy with cane lightly.
Rattan then produced and process. Pants lowered to expose butt and rattan applied, pants then removed as they were getting in the way. Rattan applied to Alan's satisfaction.
Pinwheel applied to breasts and nipples, when giggling started a second pinwheel was added and more pressure applied across the upper chest. Dual pinwheels run over back, butt and upper thighs, spinning and giggling ensued.
Pinwheels also used lightly on Izzy.
Izzy asked to sit by cage and her cuffs attached to outer edges.
Tweezer clamps removed and clover clamps applied. Tweezer clamps applied to outer labia and used to connect with Izzy's nipples to create predicament bondage, single clover also attached to middle of my clover chain and then attached to Izzy's collar ring.
Horse hair flogger used to warm up, followed by the felt flogger, Alan noted that with the shirt on it was harder to aim as the target (my tattoo) was not visible. Open handed spanking given.
To bring the predicament into play Alan reintroduced the dual pinwheels to the play and proceeded to use them on me to the point of giggles but I had to fight not to spin as previously, I did not want to pull the clover clamps!!!!
More hand spanking delivered to the butt and back of thighs.
All clamps were removed from us both, nipples played with as the clamps were removed to elicit meepage...
Croc clamps presented, I tried to move away but was ordered back to spot and complied, though and audible groan was given.
Rattan then reintroduced and used on both myself and Izzy. Discovered that Izzy likes having the crease between the toes and ball of foot lightly caned. Izzy was also caned on the upper back whilst leaning against my legs, the happy groans felt quite nice going through my legs!
Clamps removed, asked first if I wanted them removed. This was mainly to torment me as by this point on or off they were hurting. When removed nipples played with again.
Izzy's arms started to ache at this point and Alan removed them from the cage and rejoined them behind my legs.
The cane and felt flogger were reapplied to the back and thighs, Izzy hid in my legs to avoid them but Alan also played with her.
By this point the cuffs were causing pain in the wrists and my hands had pins and needles. Informed Alan of this and he used the quick release to allow me lower my hands.
Moved and massaged hands to restore circulation.
Izzy was also released and we all moved to the kitchen for drinks and biscuits.
Marks: Light cane marks on front of both thighs, heavy marks on the back right thigh making sitting an amusing pass time. Some pinwheel marks down the right thigh. Cuffs marks on both wrists.
Liked: All of it, even if I did try and run away from the 3rd set of clamps....
Disliked: The 3rd set of clamps... ouchie.... not a dislike.... but damn....
Other Comments: When I removed the cuffs when getting changed I noticed that they had dug in and left painful ridges on the side of both wrists from my struggles whilst wearing them. I quite enjoyed having the tender marks as they were fun to poke afterwards as a reminder.
I did enjoy the play as it had been nearly 4 weeks since I had played. But it has left me wanting more. More rope, more intensity, just plain more...
Use me, abuse me, beat me, choke me, break me.... please!!!!
Played with: Alan and Izzy
Report to: Record Only
Clothing: Dress Shirt, Black Spankie Pants, Seamed Stockings, Suspender Belt, White Bra
Toys Used: Horsehair Flogger, Purple Felt Flogger, Whippy Cane, Crackled Rattan, Tweezer Clamps, Clover Clamps, Croc Clamps
Arrangements: Text from Izzy 'Would you present yourself for 1930, please? With your uniform, if you'd like. X'
Details of Play:
Red cuffs worn and attached to the middle of the frame.
Shirt unbuttoned and breasts removed from bra cups and played with.
Tweezer clamps applied to nipples, medium/hard pressure.
Whippy cane applied to front of thighs and then worked from ankles up to top of butt and back down, concentrating on back of thighs. Also played with Izzy with cane lightly.
Rattan then produced and process. Pants lowered to expose butt and rattan applied, pants then removed as they were getting in the way. Rattan applied to Alan's satisfaction.
Pinwheel applied to breasts and nipples, when giggling started a second pinwheel was added and more pressure applied across the upper chest. Dual pinwheels run over back, butt and upper thighs, spinning and giggling ensued.
Pinwheels also used lightly on Izzy.
Izzy asked to sit by cage and her cuffs attached to outer edges.
Tweezer clamps removed and clover clamps applied. Tweezer clamps applied to outer labia and used to connect with Izzy's nipples to create predicament bondage, single clover also attached to middle of my clover chain and then attached to Izzy's collar ring.
Horse hair flogger used to warm up, followed by the felt flogger, Alan noted that with the shirt on it was harder to aim as the target (my tattoo) was not visible. Open handed spanking given.
To bring the predicament into play Alan reintroduced the dual pinwheels to the play and proceeded to use them on me to the point of giggles but I had to fight not to spin as previously, I did not want to pull the clover clamps!!!!
More hand spanking delivered to the butt and back of thighs.
All clamps were removed from us both, nipples played with as the clamps were removed to elicit meepage...
Croc clamps presented, I tried to move away but was ordered back to spot and complied, though and audible groan was given.
Rattan then reintroduced and used on both myself and Izzy. Discovered that Izzy likes having the crease between the toes and ball of foot lightly caned. Izzy was also caned on the upper back whilst leaning against my legs, the happy groans felt quite nice going through my legs!
Clamps removed, asked first if I wanted them removed. This was mainly to torment me as by this point on or off they were hurting. When removed nipples played with again.
Izzy's arms started to ache at this point and Alan removed them from the cage and rejoined them behind my legs.
The cane and felt flogger were reapplied to the back and thighs, Izzy hid in my legs to avoid them but Alan also played with her.
By this point the cuffs were causing pain in the wrists and my hands had pins and needles. Informed Alan of this and he used the quick release to allow me lower my hands.
Moved and massaged hands to restore circulation.
Izzy was also released and we all moved to the kitchen for drinks and biscuits.
Marks: Light cane marks on front of both thighs, heavy marks on the back right thigh making sitting an amusing pass time. Some pinwheel marks down the right thigh. Cuffs marks on both wrists.
Liked: All of it, even if I did try and run away from the 3rd set of clamps....
Disliked: The 3rd set of clamps... ouchie.... not a dislike.... but damn....
Other Comments: When I removed the cuffs when getting changed I noticed that they had dug in and left painful ridges on the side of both wrists from my struggles whilst wearing them. I quite enjoyed having the tender marks as they were fun to poke afterwards as a reminder.
I did enjoy the play as it had been nearly 4 weeks since I had played. But it has left me wanting more. More rope, more intensity, just plain more...
Use me, abuse me, beat me, choke me, break me.... please!!!!
11th May 2009 - A BIG Change
So on 11th May I had a big change in my life, Steve left me... I was once again a single girl!!
Well maybe not quite so single, but I have my flat to myself and Sir just down the road so the best of both worlds!!
I was upset but things had not been right for a while. I am now free to explore my life as a sub/slave without having to worry about what he would think...
Well maybe not quite so single, but I have my flat to myself and Sir just down the road so the best of both worlds!!
I was upset but things had not been right for a while. I am now free to explore my life as a sub/slave without having to worry about what he would think...
A Bit More Control
So having been accepted as a part of the house Sir introduced an element of control into our dynamic... The first few times that I followed his instructions I have to admit to blushing as I sent the text messages, now I can't relax until I have. Reprogamming is complete....
Girls - my darling & house girl,
I want to start teaching you the pleasures of sexual control, to achieve this you will from now report via text your sexual activity, this at the moment I will not restrict, but will form a routine for later training.
Failure to do so will be dealt with swiftly and in a very painful manner!
If we speak on the telephone or face to face you can ask if your allowed to play with yourself, or someone, and you will be given a time limit, for that pleasure.
If your not at my feet you're to send me a txt (- fingered by -"name" - climaxs) (- oralsex -"name" give/got - climaxs) ( fullsex - takenby -"name" - position - times & climaxs)
These reports must be filed as soon after the event as possible, for now, as later in your training I will be restricting your activities,and requests will have to be made in a timely manner.
If you are to have a penatrative sexual contact with someone outside our "family group" you will take precautions, I will inspect your person on the next meeting to see if you have a supply of condoms and that they meet with my approval,
your ever loving rope sadist
Girls - my darling & house girl,
I want to start teaching you the pleasures of sexual control, to achieve this you will from now report via text your sexual activity, this at the moment I will not restrict, but will form a routine for later training.
Failure to do so will be dealt with swiftly and in a very painful manner!
If we speak on the telephone or face to face you can ask if your allowed to play with yourself, or someone, and you will be given a time limit, for that pleasure.
If your not at my feet you're to send me a txt (- fingered by -"name" - climaxs) (- oralsex -"name" give/got - climaxs) ( fullsex - takenby -"name" - position - times & climaxs)
These reports must be filed as soon after the event as possible, for now, as later in your training I will be restricting your activities,and requests will have to be made in a timely manner.
If you are to have a penatrative sexual contact with someone outside our "family group" you will take precautions, I will inspect your person on the next meeting to see if you have a supply of condoms and that they meet with my approval,
your ever loving rope sadist
A New Title
On the 23rd April I was very happy to be accepted formally by Sir as his housegirl....
Master - Nawashi - 充満 - マスター - ロープの芸術家 - means - master of rope
EHb389 - House girl - 家の女の子 - means - girl of house
Master - Nawashi - 充満 - マスター - ロープの芸術家 - means - master of rope
EHb389 - House girl - 家の女の子 - means - girl of house
6th April 2009
Okay some pics from the session...
My now short hair in bunches, how cute..
The tattoo that Sir now finds such a wonderful target to concentrate on when flogging me!!!
Some of the ropework in the chest harness.
A better view of the chest harness....
My now short hair in bunches, how cute..
The tattoo that Sir now finds such a wonderful target to concentrate on when flogging me!!!
Some of the ropework in the chest harness.
A better view of the chest harness....
Appointment - 6th April
Appointment 19:00 hrs Monday 6th April 2009
Requirements - Dress Code
suspender black
stockings seemed
heels
hair band - for bunches 2 of - pref black
hair band plastic shaped over forehead - black
You will be allowed to change at the appointment for this visit.
Materials
Pack assorted variety large condoms
Cucumber whole plastic wrapped
Dispenser with vaginal lubricant
Large Carrot
One pair long lace boot laces black - cord - at or over 24" in length.
Requirements - Dress Code
suspender black
stockings seemed
heels
hair band - for bunches 2 of - pref black
hair band plastic shaped over forehead - black
You will be allowed to change at the appointment for this visit.
Materials
Pack assorted variety large condoms
Cucumber whole plastic wrapped
Dispenser with vaginal lubricant
Large Carrot
One pair long lace boot laces black - cord - at or over 24" in length.
Shock
Later in the day after the comment posted below my world collapsed.. I got a call from my sister in law to say that my mum had died.
Sir was one of the people I called, we had known each other for about 4 weeks but I still found his voice comforting.
I was an emotional wreck for several weeks as you can imagine and even 3 months down the line I am still grateful for the support he gave both at the time and now when I find myself having a bad day.
Thank you so much Sir for being there when this girl needed you most, you have been a rock during this difficult time and I don't know what I would have done without you.
Sir was one of the people I called, we had known each other for about 4 weeks but I still found his voice comforting.
I was an emotional wreck for several weeks as you can imagine and even 3 months down the line I am still grateful for the support he gave both at the time and now when I find myself having a bad day.
Thank you so much Sir for being there when this girl needed you most, you have been a rock during this difficult time and I don't know what I would have done without you.
A Bit Further Into the Journey
So after the drama with my then Master we worked through some of his issues and I started to work with Sir again, participating in the training of another of his trainees.
After helping on this training I got the following comment and it made me grin....
I find 389 very compliant and the dynamic is growing between the property 389 and Sir. 389 is at liberty at any time to as of reports and information as needed, I will say that I am in the belief that 389 acts differently - correctly whilst with Sir, its a different head space and is what was / is required.
You were as expected yesterday. wet, willing, compliant, and pleasing.
After helping on this training I got the following comment and it made me grin....
I find 389 very compliant and the dynamic is growing between the property 389 and Sir. 389 is at liberty at any time to as of reports and information as needed, I will say that I am in the belief that 389 acts differently - correctly whilst with Sir, its a different head space and is what was / is required.
You were as expected yesterday. wet, willing, compliant, and pleasing.
Task - BDSM Horse Report
The Horse
Perhaps the most common dedicated piece of dungeon furniture is the horse. Modeled in many respects on the carpenter's horse, a BDSM horse is fairly flexible, and can be made more so with a couple little tweaks.
Historically, this torture device was called a wooden horse. The wooden horse as it existed in earlier times was said to be made of a pole, sometimes that had been given a sharpened edge, or two planks of wood brought together to form a triangular edge which was suspended as much as twelve feet above the ground.
The subject was placed to straddle the device in such a way that unbearable torturous pressure was centered on the tender genital area. Their hands were bound behind them, weights dangled from their feet and they were then left there for hours, and sometimes days at a time. The pole would dig into the tender flesh of the genitals and crushed delicate flesh causing agonizing pain. The purpose of these early Horsey rides was torture. Nerve damage of the victim was not a concern for the early pony Masters; the name of the game was agony.
Sensible BDSM versions of wooden pony devices and play have been greatly modified to enhance the safety of the activity. The point of the pony is to place the submissive in a position where she is forced to work to control the amount of pain she will receive, and then to change where the pain is located when it becomes unbearable. To create the ride, the pony is suspended above the ground just enough that if the submissive were to straddle it and stand on her toes her crotch would clear the pole by about an inch.
It is the tiring of the leg muscles, which will eventually force the submissive to use the pony and therefore start the torment. As they stand on their toes the calf muscles and toes will cramp and the legs may begin to tremble, this can be made harder by the use of modern ballet shoes, thus ensuring that the submissive can only stand on her tip toes and this will generally lead to the legs needing relief quicker. When the burning strain is too much the victim will settle onto the pony and try to find a comfortable position. While the legs are resting the crotch is bearing the brunt of the torment. Fairly quickly the submissive will find it in her strength to lift back onto her toes to spare the agonizing crushing of her labia and clitoris.
Bondage is often involved by binding arms above the head or behind the back so they can’t be used in any way to help relieve the pressure of the pony. This use of bondage can be used separately or in conjunction with making the submissive stand on her tip toes depending on the level of predicament wanting to be inflicted.
Then it starts all over again. Up and down she goes. It is the up and down motion of the submissive trying to relieve the discomfort that is called the ride.
Wooden pony play is fairly extreme pain play and not for the faint of heart. Use of the pony must always be supervised with care taken to protect the delicate nerves of the submissives labia, and clitoris, which will suffer during this torture. The design of a wooden pony varies depending on your goals. It is an instrument of torment that can be used on either a male or female submissive, and can be employed to titillate or flat out torture them in the extreme. Some wooden ponies are designed to be stationary while others are manoeuvrable and will allow for adjustments, which can enhance or ease the severity provided by the pony.
Perhaps the most common dedicated piece of dungeon furniture is the horse. Modeled in many respects on the carpenter's horse, a BDSM horse is fairly flexible, and can be made more so with a couple little tweaks.
Historically, this torture device was called a wooden horse. The wooden horse as it existed in earlier times was said to be made of a pole, sometimes that had been given a sharpened edge, or two planks of wood brought together to form a triangular edge which was suspended as much as twelve feet above the ground.
The subject was placed to straddle the device in such a way that unbearable torturous pressure was centered on the tender genital area. Their hands were bound behind them, weights dangled from their feet and they were then left there for hours, and sometimes days at a time. The pole would dig into the tender flesh of the genitals and crushed delicate flesh causing agonizing pain. The purpose of these early Horsey rides was torture. Nerve damage of the victim was not a concern for the early pony Masters; the name of the game was agony.
Sensible BDSM versions of wooden pony devices and play have been greatly modified to enhance the safety of the activity. The point of the pony is to place the submissive in a position where she is forced to work to control the amount of pain she will receive, and then to change where the pain is located when it becomes unbearable. To create the ride, the pony is suspended above the ground just enough that if the submissive were to straddle it and stand on her toes her crotch would clear the pole by about an inch.
It is the tiring of the leg muscles, which will eventually force the submissive to use the pony and therefore start the torment. As they stand on their toes the calf muscles and toes will cramp and the legs may begin to tremble, this can be made harder by the use of modern ballet shoes, thus ensuring that the submissive can only stand on her tip toes and this will generally lead to the legs needing relief quicker. When the burning strain is too much the victim will settle onto the pony and try to find a comfortable position. While the legs are resting the crotch is bearing the brunt of the torment. Fairly quickly the submissive will find it in her strength to lift back onto her toes to spare the agonizing crushing of her labia and clitoris.
Bondage is often involved by binding arms above the head or behind the back so they can’t be used in any way to help relieve the pressure of the pony. This use of bondage can be used separately or in conjunction with making the submissive stand on her tip toes depending on the level of predicament wanting to be inflicted.
Then it starts all over again. Up and down she goes. It is the up and down motion of the submissive trying to relieve the discomfort that is called the ride.
Wooden pony play is fairly extreme pain play and not for the faint of heart. Use of the pony must always be supervised with care taken to protect the delicate nerves of the submissives labia, and clitoris, which will suffer during this torture. The design of a wooden pony varies depending on your goals. It is an instrument of torment that can be used on either a male or female submissive, and can be employed to titillate or flat out torture them in the extreme. Some wooden ponies are designed to be stationary while others are manoeuvrable and will allow for adjustments, which can enhance or ease the severity provided by the pony.
Reply to First Report
As requested please find below my comments :
Appearance
I am glad that my appearance pleased Sir, I have to admit that it felt odd to wearing red nail polish and lipstick, it is a colour I have never had before, I am usually a black and/or burgandy girl.
Report
I am glad that the initial visit went well and that we were able to try some many different things in the time period.
Rope Work - I was comfortable in all the positions tried and only suffered minimal discomfort when released but I had expected this and it was gone after a short period of moving the joints that had stiffened. I found being constrained in this manner very relaxing and it seemed to add to the submissive feelings I was experiencing. I would like to try and explore more if possible.
Ball Gag - Not at all what I expected but comfy whilst wearing other then when placed on side.
Slapping - Sir did indeed find some tender spots but I did enjoy this, I was able to process the sensations caused.
Standing/Spreader Bar/Caning - All new sensations for me and once my heels had been removed there was the rather pleasant pull on my arms that only the loss of 5 inchs in height will give. I have an amazing bruise from this and even today it is very visible and I have to admit to being rather fond of it now and quite proud too, I love my marks, they are things to treasure. and seeing puppy's face was a good laugh, he almost fell off his chair *giggle*
Nipple Clamps - I have used before but never the tweezer types, and the bells made a lovely noise when I moved, overall very pleasant.
Horse - Definately a test of my balance, without my hands to use it was a lot of work for my legs to keep my balance. When paddled by Master I have been known to dance about from foot to foot towards the end when hard paddles are being applied.
Full Blackout Mask - This did indeed entrance me, not sure why but it did.
Vaginal Exploration *blush* - I felt no need to struggle against this inspection as I do understand that Sir sees this girl as an object. However I have to admit that the bullet vibe did nothing for me, vibration never has it is just a sensation for me and at most it tickles. I find it very easy to detach from these sensations and just experience them without the need to respond. This is true of most things I am afraid to say, I was 'trained' to just box myself away and let the sensations come and go, I find I do need an intimate connection with someone to get past this. But it was my coping mechanism from what I was subjected to and I do find it hard to overcome.
Caning - Ouchie.... I know that this was at worst a medium stroke but it was the first time I had been caned, I would be open to trying this again and increasing the intensity to see what I could deal with.
Movement Control by Hair - This has always just flat done it for me. I kept it short for a long time as this was used against me previously, now that I am in a more positive place I have let my hair grow out again.
Limits Being Pushed to Crying - I have to admit that this idea thrills and petrifies me all at once. I have never had this done in a good way but would be willing to try though this may push some triggers for me.
Clover Clamps - Yummy, I love the look of them and have always wanted to try them out, I know from reading various things that they are both the best and worst clamps. Best because they are very firm and the more you pull the more pressure you get, and the worst for precisely the same reasons and the intensity this generates can be too much.
Improved / Lowered
I felt no need to use my safe word during my visit. The only adverse thing I mentioned was the awkward positioning of the ball gag whilst on my side but this was discussed at the end of the visit.
Positives
Why thank you Sir. I have to say that when we started I found that compliance was the most natural option, I had no thoughts of rebellion, only anticipation.
Negatives
I was indeed very nervous *blush* This girl will try to do better next time.
Work Required
Again this girl will try to do better with her postures and looks forward to further instruction from Sir. I have admit to nerves at the idea of a full inspection as I have never been naked in front of anyone other than a lover but nerves can be worked on. I hope that Master will grant me permission to have you work with me further but I feel that it would be beneficial for you to meet so that you can go through with him your plans for this girl and explain what he can expect so that the vanilla triggers are not raised. I do believe that at the very least I will be allowed out to play at Dominion at the least.
Appearance
I am glad that my appearance pleased Sir, I have to admit that it felt odd to wearing red nail polish and lipstick, it is a colour I have never had before, I am usually a black and/or burgandy girl.
Report
I am glad that the initial visit went well and that we were able to try some many different things in the time period.
Rope Work - I was comfortable in all the positions tried and only suffered minimal discomfort when released but I had expected this and it was gone after a short period of moving the joints that had stiffened. I found being constrained in this manner very relaxing and it seemed to add to the submissive feelings I was experiencing. I would like to try and explore more if possible.
Ball Gag - Not at all what I expected but comfy whilst wearing other then when placed on side.
Slapping - Sir did indeed find some tender spots but I did enjoy this, I was able to process the sensations caused.
Standing/Spreader Bar/Caning - All new sensations for me and once my heels had been removed there was the rather pleasant pull on my arms that only the loss of 5 inchs in height will give. I have an amazing bruise from this and even today it is very visible and I have to admit to being rather fond of it now and quite proud too, I love my marks, they are things to treasure. and seeing puppy's face was a good laugh, he almost fell off his chair *giggle*
Nipple Clamps - I have used before but never the tweezer types, and the bells made a lovely noise when I moved, overall very pleasant.
Horse - Definately a test of my balance, without my hands to use it was a lot of work for my legs to keep my balance. When paddled by Master I have been known to dance about from foot to foot towards the end when hard paddles are being applied.
Full Blackout Mask - This did indeed entrance me, not sure why but it did.
Vaginal Exploration *blush* - I felt no need to struggle against this inspection as I do understand that Sir sees this girl as an object. However I have to admit that the bullet vibe did nothing for me, vibration never has it is just a sensation for me and at most it tickles. I find it very easy to detach from these sensations and just experience them without the need to respond. This is true of most things I am afraid to say, I was 'trained' to just box myself away and let the sensations come and go, I find I do need an intimate connection with someone to get past this. But it was my coping mechanism from what I was subjected to and I do find it hard to overcome.
Caning - Ouchie.... I know that this was at worst a medium stroke but it was the first time I had been caned, I would be open to trying this again and increasing the intensity to see what I could deal with.
Movement Control by Hair - This has always just flat done it for me. I kept it short for a long time as this was used against me previously, now that I am in a more positive place I have let my hair grow out again.
Limits Being Pushed to Crying - I have to admit that this idea thrills and petrifies me all at once. I have never had this done in a good way but would be willing to try though this may push some triggers for me.
Clover Clamps - Yummy, I love the look of them and have always wanted to try them out, I know from reading various things that they are both the best and worst clamps. Best because they are very firm and the more you pull the more pressure you get, and the worst for precisely the same reasons and the intensity this generates can be too much.
Improved / Lowered
I felt no need to use my safe word during my visit. The only adverse thing I mentioned was the awkward positioning of the ball gag whilst on my side but this was discussed at the end of the visit.
Positives
Why thank you Sir. I have to say that when we started I found that compliance was the most natural option, I had no thoughts of rebellion, only anticipation.
Negatives
I was indeed very nervous *blush* This girl will try to do better next time.
Work Required
Again this girl will try to do better with her postures and looks forward to further instruction from Sir. I have admit to nerves at the idea of a full inspection as I have never been naked in front of anyone other than a lover but nerves can be worked on. I hope that Master will grant me permission to have you work with me further but I feel that it would be beneficial for you to meet so that you can go through with him your plans for this girl and explain what he can expect so that the vanilla triggers are not raised. I do believe that at the very least I will be allowed out to play at Dominion at the least.
Report from First Session
Report subject XXX-XXX-389
Apperance - Marking from 10
10/10 Subject was on time for start of meeting, after a short tour of the rooms.
09/10 Asked to change into dress code for the appointment, was relatively quick, despite never having fastened cuff links before.
10/10 On inspection underwear was colour matched, stockings were as requested, with the addition of seems and classic toe and heel shaping.
00/00 Additional Shirt was worn and suited subject.
08/10 Nail polish and lipstick was neat matched and suited subject.
Report
Subject was told to kneel and study checklist, was initially struck with numbness in the legs. removed shoes and changed position.
Punishment was awarded for several minor communication errors, - subject must be more alert to content of mails, and study requests, taking care to complete the communication correctly.
Subject was checked for upper body movement and flexibility. Short time in cuffs before being transfered to rope cuff and tied into a reverse overhead tie, compliant, no wrist cramps and retained warmth in hands.
Rope work was extended to lower back and under bust to secure wrist position, tails were used to pull upper arms back, hair was grabbed and head was rotated to check neck movement.
Leather fixed ball gag was fitted after mouth and opening was checked, subject was compliant and wore the gag without undue discomfort, whilst upright.
Rope work was altered to form shinju and constrain breasts. Face and nose was touched and toyed with, ball gag was checked.
Subject was slapped with different force about the upper right thigh region, and a sore spot was identified, and teased with different volume of power.
Underside upper arms on both sides were open to beating and were soundly and softly beaten, subject was laid over on right side to expose left side and butt.
Left side of butt was slapped and reddened till sore to softer slap, working up and down the outer leg and butt, subject was compliant and made little or no noise.
Subject was transfered to a standing front position with spreader bar height was set for heels, shoes were removed shirt was opened and breasts were lightly caned.
Cane was applied to front of thighs and different stroke pace and weight was used, subject coped well with the sensations.
Spreader bar was fitted to distance cane targets and restrict movement, and to steady subject to ensure careful targeting of cane.
Breasts were fully exposed and nipples pulled and pinched in a rough manor, subject winced but seemed to enjoy sensation.
Nipple clamps were added at this point - not quite on the nipple slightly further back, but being tweezer typed with bells fitted they were closed firmly.
Arms were checked for cold and comfort, subject was released from stance and lead to study.
Subject was instructed to lift horse and more to centre of room and stand in front of unit, a brief description was made to subject re the innocuous item, subject told to research for next visit.
Subject was rear cuffed and told to bend forward and was pushed by neck to try to over balance, whilst crop & cane was administered to butt area, subject coped well with this and I wouldn't hesitate to free stand subject for a beating, knowing it would remain in place and not move during session. TASK was issued - remove bra without removing shirt, completed without fuss, within minutes.
Break for water subject sat on floor.
Ropes were shown to subject and 6mm japanese hemp was selected, major shinju was constructed with breast compressions added, shoulders were checked along with hands, and collarbone cross over ropes were added. Breasts were mauled and slapped against the chest and ropes, small amount of rope work was added to the lower legs crossed, and attached to the upper harness via the central shinju binding.
Subject was rolled on right side to expose butt and thigh, beating of red areas continued, along with slapping of ass.
A full head blackout mask was fitted with no alarm from subject, and it seemed to entrance subject, until the wood pegs were added to her left breast and nipple 6 to 8 were used to pinch areas of the breast, 2 to 4 were also used on the right breast, and concentrated on and around the nipple.
Opportunity was taken to check compliance of subject and an inspection of the outer labia was conducted and pegs were left in place on the right side mostly, the labias and surrounding area was hair free, and presented correctly 10/10
It was noted on two or more occasions that the subject was wet in the vaginal area this will be addressed at the next meeting with, strict instructions to forwarn operator of such.
The panties were drawn down the thighs to give access to the vaginal canal, and after a brief directional fingering a 3" x 7" dildo, pre-lubed was inserted with little or no discomfort or bother to subject or operator.
Subject was fingered and a bullet vibe was introduced, would suggest that other exterior type would be of better control and use, also a better position needed to be attained for orgasm control, this will be explored on the next visit.
Subject released from bindings for free space time and discussion.
Break for water subject sat on floor.
Subject told of basic positions for my control both front and back, hair was gathered and pulled, and cloth gag placed into mouth, frequently during this and subject was compliant throughout. I will insist that the new positions be used whilst in my presence.
Subject was told of the inspection position, and complied, due to time constraints no further commands or treatment was warranted.
Subject was reminded of punishment and sentenced to 5 strokes of the cane, to be counted up and finished with a sincere thank you. Punishment was carried out whilst subject was in inspection position and only flinched at the first stroke.
Subject was released from command position and instructed to make tea. 6 minutes was awarded for task, this was completed on time and as instructed, returned subject to other room and re enforced kneeling commands, pulled and squeezed nipples, checked welts and cane marks, for any unusual markings, instructed subject on wound care and chilled subject with hugs and bite to ears and tongue along with head control by way of hair.
Subject instructed to dress and use bathroom and any facilities required to return to vanilla dress.
Marks 9/10
Limits
Firmly believe that this subject could be pushed to crying by bilateral canning to butt and inner thigh areas. Would need time to drive this as a targeted visit.
Breasts and nipples stood up well to introductions to pegs and clamps, - clover clamps would be the acid test, with weights added to forward lean whilst flogging to induce motion to the nipples via weights.
Marks 8/10
Improved /Lowered
No adverse comments or safe word was recorded during visit, several new trial items were included, and subject coped well with introduction to them.
Positives
Compliant subject - ideal submissive property, would be suited to being de humanized to a level of SLAVE.
Negatives
Talked re nerves - which wasn' t helped by operator not speaking for long periods, to draw this out for punishment.
However ball gag will be used in future to silence subject to a position of drooling everywhere.
Work Required
Posture while in command positions could be slightly better - both SIRs feet must fit forwards and to rear, would like to see full nude inspection next visit, and would concentrate on verbal and command control
Subject is attentive and would be after flog testing suitable for public torture or play, I understand that permissions have been withdrawn and are subject to review, it would be a shame for this subject to be neglected.
I hereby release the above subject from control, until otherwise instructed.
Apperance - Marking from 10
10/10 Subject was on time for start of meeting, after a short tour of the rooms.
09/10 Asked to change into dress code for the appointment, was relatively quick, despite never having fastened cuff links before.
10/10 On inspection underwear was colour matched, stockings were as requested, with the addition of seems and classic toe and heel shaping.
00/00 Additional Shirt was worn and suited subject.
08/10 Nail polish and lipstick was neat matched and suited subject.
Report
Subject was told to kneel and study checklist, was initially struck with numbness in the legs. removed shoes and changed position.
Punishment was awarded for several minor communication errors, - subject must be more alert to content of mails, and study requests, taking care to complete the communication correctly.
Subject was checked for upper body movement and flexibility. Short time in cuffs before being transfered to rope cuff and tied into a reverse overhead tie, compliant, no wrist cramps and retained warmth in hands.
Rope work was extended to lower back and under bust to secure wrist position, tails were used to pull upper arms back, hair was grabbed and head was rotated to check neck movement.
Leather fixed ball gag was fitted after mouth and opening was checked, subject was compliant and wore the gag without undue discomfort, whilst upright.
Rope work was altered to form shinju and constrain breasts. Face and nose was touched and toyed with, ball gag was checked.
Subject was slapped with different force about the upper right thigh region, and a sore spot was identified, and teased with different volume of power.
Underside upper arms on both sides were open to beating and were soundly and softly beaten, subject was laid over on right side to expose left side and butt.
Left side of butt was slapped and reddened till sore to softer slap, working up and down the outer leg and butt, subject was compliant and made little or no noise.
Subject was transfered to a standing front position with spreader bar height was set for heels, shoes were removed shirt was opened and breasts were lightly caned.
Cane was applied to front of thighs and different stroke pace and weight was used, subject coped well with the sensations.
Spreader bar was fitted to distance cane targets and restrict movement, and to steady subject to ensure careful targeting of cane.
Breasts were fully exposed and nipples pulled and pinched in a rough manor, subject winced but seemed to enjoy sensation.
Nipple clamps were added at this point - not quite on the nipple slightly further back, but being tweezer typed with bells fitted they were closed firmly.
Arms were checked for cold and comfort, subject was released from stance and lead to study.
Subject was instructed to lift horse and more to centre of room and stand in front of unit, a brief description was made to subject re the innocuous item, subject told to research for next visit.
Subject was rear cuffed and told to bend forward and was pushed by neck to try to over balance, whilst crop & cane was administered to butt area, subject coped well with this and I wouldn't hesitate to free stand subject for a beating, knowing it would remain in place and not move during session. TASK was issued - remove bra without removing shirt, completed without fuss, within minutes.
Break for water subject sat on floor.
Ropes were shown to subject and 6mm japanese hemp was selected, major shinju was constructed with breast compressions added, shoulders were checked along with hands, and collarbone cross over ropes were added. Breasts were mauled and slapped against the chest and ropes, small amount of rope work was added to the lower legs crossed, and attached to the upper harness via the central shinju binding.
Subject was rolled on right side to expose butt and thigh, beating of red areas continued, along with slapping of ass.
A full head blackout mask was fitted with no alarm from subject, and it seemed to entrance subject, until the wood pegs were added to her left breast and nipple 6 to 8 were used to pinch areas of the breast, 2 to 4 were also used on the right breast, and concentrated on and around the nipple.
Opportunity was taken to check compliance of subject and an inspection of the outer labia was conducted and pegs were left in place on the right side mostly, the labias and surrounding area was hair free, and presented correctly 10/10
It was noted on two or more occasions that the subject was wet in the vaginal area this will be addressed at the next meeting with, strict instructions to forwarn operator of such.
The panties were drawn down the thighs to give access to the vaginal canal, and after a brief directional fingering a 3" x 7" dildo, pre-lubed was inserted with little or no discomfort or bother to subject or operator.
Subject was fingered and a bullet vibe was introduced, would suggest that other exterior type would be of better control and use, also a better position needed to be attained for orgasm control, this will be explored on the next visit.
Subject released from bindings for free space time and discussion.
Break for water subject sat on floor.
Subject told of basic positions for my control both front and back, hair was gathered and pulled, and cloth gag placed into mouth, frequently during this and subject was compliant throughout. I will insist that the new positions be used whilst in my presence.
Subject was told of the inspection position, and complied, due to time constraints no further commands or treatment was warranted.
Subject was reminded of punishment and sentenced to 5 strokes of the cane, to be counted up and finished with a sincere thank you. Punishment was carried out whilst subject was in inspection position and only flinched at the first stroke.
Subject was released from command position and instructed to make tea. 6 minutes was awarded for task, this was completed on time and as instructed, returned subject to other room and re enforced kneeling commands, pulled and squeezed nipples, checked welts and cane marks, for any unusual markings, instructed subject on wound care and chilled subject with hugs and bite to ears and tongue along with head control by way of hair.
Subject instructed to dress and use bathroom and any facilities required to return to vanilla dress.
Marks 9/10
Limits
Firmly believe that this subject could be pushed to crying by bilateral canning to butt and inner thigh areas. Would need time to drive this as a targeted visit.
Breasts and nipples stood up well to introductions to pegs and clamps, - clover clamps would be the acid test, with weights added to forward lean whilst flogging to induce motion to the nipples via weights.
Marks 8/10
Improved /Lowered
No adverse comments or safe word was recorded during visit, several new trial items were included, and subject coped well with introduction to them.
Positives
Compliant subject - ideal submissive property, would be suited to being de humanized to a level of SLAVE.
Negatives
Talked re nerves - which wasn' t helped by operator not speaking for long periods, to draw this out for punishment.
However ball gag will be used in future to silence subject to a position of drooling everywhere.
Work Required
Posture while in command positions could be slightly better - both SIRs feet must fit forwards and to rear, would like to see full nude inspection next visit, and would concentrate on verbal and command control
Subject is attentive and would be after flog testing suitable for public torture or play, I understand that permissions have been withdrawn and are subject to review, it would be a shame for this subject to be neglected.
I hereby release the above subject from control, until otherwise instructed.
The Drama
After the first session I practically floated home whereupon the drama with Steve started... He found that he couldn't cope with the marks that had been left from the session even though I was so happy and proud of them.
So regretfully I had tell Sir that I would not be able to attend another session. The mail I got back was very understanding and had one phrase in it that can still make me grin when I read it...
"I would not hesitate to recommend this subject to a prospective Master, as her attitude and attentive nature, for a novice is exemplary."
So regretfully I had tell Sir that I would not be able to attend another session. The mail I got back was very understanding and had one phrase in it that can still make me grin when I read it...
"I would not hesitate to recommend this subject to a prospective Master, as her attitude and attentive nature, for a novice is exemplary."
First Training Session
So after some e-mails had been exchanged it was decided that I would attend a training session to see if we could work together on a D/s basis.. The e-mail I got sent shivers down my spine everytime I read it...
Here are the details of your appointment, along with some instructions and requirements.
You will arrive at XXXX at 14: 00 hrs on Saturday 7th March 2009 dressed as not to cause nuisance or alarm, and drawing no attention to yourself, for the time of day.
You will be greeted in a warm and civil manner, and shown the areas of use for this visit, and where any equipment or materials you may be called to use or carry are kept.
A short dress code period will be allowed, and you will change from your vanilla day wear into a more approved dress code, which has been deemed suitable for this visit.
All vanilla jewelry must be removed before hand unless it is part of or a piercing and is in close contact or a closed small ring, as rope doesn't respect any loose or dangled items caught in the restraint process.
I will require sight of your listing in advance, but it will also be discussed with you in detail shortly after arrival, from my computer.
The outcome of the initial review of the client listing will set a firm but fair foundation for your treatment and care whilst in my complete control, this will be noted and a copy will be available from your Owners report file for your Masters future inspection. Dual control aspects will be discussed with your Master at the appropriate times and you will not be party to these discussions.
I have registered you with the slave register and the password and account details will be in your Owners hand book, for inspection your SLAVE number is XXX-XXX-389
I understand that you wish to form a submissive nature and as such are not yet ready for slavery, however I require you to be registered and have a recorded owner.
EHb389 is your name from this moment forward known to me as 389 until I deem you worthy of consideration to an actual name granted by me, if you achieve this status you will be allowed to wear my provided collar/ token as a mark of respect and mentorship.
389 will be required to fill out the registered profile whilst at this appointment - with an approved listing.
389 will be given a collar during this appointment, one which will be upgraded as and when 389 performs to the desired level of service and control.
Whilst under my control and guardianship 389 will wear NO OTHER TOKEN / COLLAR WHAT SO EVER, but only that as I have instructed, or deemed 389 has earned.
389 will address me as SIR at all times, in ANY communication form, as 389 already has a MASTER and I do not wish to confuse 389 or enter into any of 389's partnered dynamics unless specifically asked to do so.
389 will be required to assume certain controlled positions without commands as our times together progress, failure to do so will be penalised, without warning.
389 will not be allowed to use ANY furniture unless my express permission is granted before hand. Unless 389 is spoken to and that conversation requires a direct answer 389 is not permitted to speak without prior permission. Bathroom use will be strictly controlled, from the outset of ANY meeting.
DRESS CODE for the 7th March 2009
389 will be required to wear for this initial appointment only the following items ( 389 may arrive in different garb bare in mind you will not have long to change) black plain topped hold ups or stockings with appropriate support, black knickers, black bra, a dinner shirt c/w cufflinks will be provided along with a collar to close the outfit. Your hair will be loose and down. 389 will be permitted to wear a selected 389 perfume, and will have ALL nails and her lipstick a matching red shade/colour, in time detailed colour coding will be issued and expected.
As we are dealing with many facets of 389's interview, it will not necessary to wear for the duration any heels, however they must be clean and worn in the beginning. 389 will be required at every visit or meeting to adopt a dress code, unless otherwise instructed. 389's complete vanilla outfit and belongings will be confiscated and retained until I have finished either my training or use of the property at any one time. Failure to attend to any dress or appearance detail by 389 will be deemed as serious offence and dealt with at the earliest possible moment.
XXX-XXX-389 is responsible for the long term well being, and health, and will without hesitation tell me of ANY medical or injury condition, regardless of how minor it maybe.
I will decide what action or punishment to administer to correct 389's neglect, in this matter.
I look forward to welcoming you to your interview on the 7th.
The property numbered as XXX-XXX-389 has no rights or opinions.
Here are the details of your appointment, along with some instructions and requirements.
You will arrive at XXXX at 14: 00 hrs on Saturday 7th March 2009 dressed as not to cause nuisance or alarm, and drawing no attention to yourself, for the time of day.
You will be greeted in a warm and civil manner, and shown the areas of use for this visit, and where any equipment or materials you may be called to use or carry are kept.
A short dress code period will be allowed, and you will change from your vanilla day wear into a more approved dress code, which has been deemed suitable for this visit.
All vanilla jewelry must be removed before hand unless it is part of or a piercing and is in close contact or a closed small ring, as rope doesn't respect any loose or dangled items caught in the restraint process.
I will require sight of your listing in advance, but it will also be discussed with you in detail shortly after arrival, from my computer.
The outcome of the initial review of the client listing will set a firm but fair foundation for your treatment and care whilst in my complete control, this will be noted and a copy will be available from your Owners report file for your Masters future inspection. Dual control aspects will be discussed with your Master at the appropriate times and you will not be party to these discussions.
I have registered you with the slave register and the password and account details will be in your Owners hand book, for inspection your SLAVE number is XXX-XXX-389
I understand that you wish to form a submissive nature and as such are not yet ready for slavery, however I require you to be registered and have a recorded owner.
EHb389 is your name from this moment forward known to me as 389 until I deem you worthy of consideration to an actual name granted by me, if you achieve this status you will be allowed to wear my provided collar/ token as a mark of respect and mentorship.
389 will be required to fill out the registered profile whilst at this appointment - with an approved listing.
389 will be given a collar during this appointment, one which will be upgraded as and when 389 performs to the desired level of service and control.
Whilst under my control and guardianship 389 will wear NO OTHER TOKEN / COLLAR WHAT SO EVER, but only that as I have instructed, or deemed 389 has earned.
389 will address me as SIR at all times, in ANY communication form, as 389 already has a MASTER and I do not wish to confuse 389 or enter into any of 389's partnered dynamics unless specifically asked to do so.
389 will be required to assume certain controlled positions without commands as our times together progress, failure to do so will be penalised, without warning.
389 will not be allowed to use ANY furniture unless my express permission is granted before hand. Unless 389 is spoken to and that conversation requires a direct answer 389 is not permitted to speak without prior permission. Bathroom use will be strictly controlled, from the outset of ANY meeting.
DRESS CODE for the 7th March 2009
389 will be required to wear for this initial appointment only the following items ( 389 may arrive in different garb bare in mind you will not have long to change) black plain topped hold ups or stockings with appropriate support, black knickers, black bra, a dinner shirt c/w cufflinks will be provided along with a collar to close the outfit. Your hair will be loose and down. 389 will be permitted to wear a selected 389 perfume, and will have ALL nails and her lipstick a matching red shade/colour, in time detailed colour coding will be issued and expected.
As we are dealing with many facets of 389's interview, it will not necessary to wear for the duration any heels, however they must be clean and worn in the beginning. 389 will be required at every visit or meeting to adopt a dress code, unless otherwise instructed. 389's complete vanilla outfit and belongings will be confiscated and retained until I have finished either my training or use of the property at any one time. Failure to attend to any dress or appearance detail by 389 will be deemed as serious offence and dealt with at the earliest possible moment.
XXX-XXX-389 is responsible for the long term well being, and health, and will without hesitation tell me of ANY medical or injury condition, regardless of how minor it maybe.
I will decide what action or punishment to administer to correct 389's neglect, in this matter.
I look forward to welcoming you to your interview on the 7th.
The property numbered as XXX-XXX-389 has no rights or opinions.
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