It feels childish when I say it out loud but it does not feel childish in here *points to chest* It feels like I am starving to death in the midst of a feast. But it is a feast that I share with many. No-one watches me 'that' way. There is always someone else more beautiful, more desireable, just more....
Just once I would like someone to look at me like that and actually mean it, act on it, not just think it!
