Why is it that you think you are over someone and what they did to you and then they do something that just takes you right back to square one.
I thought that the worst he could do was run off and ignore me. I tried to deal with it by letting him know how pissed off I was that he could do that to me after everything we had gone through together. But then I was ganged up on for expressing my feelings and told that I was being insensitive.
So I apologised (WTF!!) and went back to being ignored. Then I find out from someone that he had travelled back up this way and been less than 5 miles away and hadn't thought to let me know even though he had said that I was still important to him and he wanted some form of relationship, ableit it was mainly a very close friendship...
So now I am angry and confused again.... I know if it was found out I was down his way and hadn't let him know then I would get chewed out for it... but the other way round it fine.... GGGGRRRR!!!!
Sunday, 16 October 2011
Sunday, 9 October 2011
Well this last weekend I did a sploshing photoshoot over in Birmingham, not something I could have ever seen myself really doing but it was an absolute scream...
There were 4 sets for the day
1: Gunge Pool
2: Dungeon
3: Poster Paints
4: Messy Foods
We got hideously lost trying to find Exodus but now that I know where it is I will definately want to go back when they have finished all of the renovations as it is impressive enough half done, there are soooo many rooms and they are all well equipped and well laid out with plenty of space between any equipment...
So we were shown around and I then went to get changed into the PVC top and skirt for the gunge pool. However I had decided that morning that I was not going to do either the gunge or food as a) my back was playing up something chronic and b) it was just too close to a sexual thing for Squeak to do them with me and that was just too freaky for me to contemplate.
I went over to the gunge pool with the others in my group and I simply acted as a gunge bucket passer and occassional pourer of the green goo... They all looked like they were having fun but I have to admit that the gunge I got on my hands felt horrid, it was just slimy and gross and I had to go out the gunge area a couple of times to wash it off my hands because it just felt so nasty. There is no way in a million years I could actually get in a pool of the stuff *shudders*
Set 2 was the Dungeon and I must admit that I was at a total lose as to what to do in there, I was not about to beat Squeak but then I noticed that they had some 1/2 tonne hoists and wrist and ankle suspension bracers. So it was suspension time :D
We put Squeak up first as it is fun to make him scream, and when he was up by his ankles simply pushing him so that he swung ever so gently.... he was up for about 5 minutes and then we let him down and it was my turn to go up, it was lovely and my back stretched out nicely and I enjoyed swinging for a few minutes until I felt my right ankle start slipping and they had to bring me down..
Finally we put up our photographer as he is a switch and is still trying new things and he had soooo much fun and it was great to see his grins and then to watch him bounce about once he was down.
Whitestar
Then there was a short break for lunch and I had a natter with JP and he was enjoying doing such a different type of shoot to his usual weddings and portaits.
Then we were ogling Scousebabes killer heels and I mentioned that I had bought the pony boots with me and then proceeded to prove that not only could I stand in them but I could also walk in them.... The boots got some of the togs excited and so an impromptu photo session broke out and I got to practice standing in them while the pics were taken.
So after lunch it was poster paint time, I changed into the plain white vest and we pottled over to the paints area. We had already been warned that we had to be kneeling or sitting as someone had already fallen and sprained their wrist earlier in the day. There was a lot of fun to be had and we basically covered each other in paint and it was actually a lot of fun....
Poster Paints
When we had done we all trooped off to the showers only to find that there was no more hot water so we all had to scrub each others backs so that we could get out there as soon as possible...
Messy foods was another one that I had decided to sit out of as it was a slippery one and once again the whole Squeak thing. But I did put some apple pie filling in the wellies for the shoot...
But other than that I didn't really do anything... After Set 4 which for us was the Messy Food I had been talking to Elliezz and we had been on about the suspension rig and I went into the dungeon with them and I ended up suspending all 7 people in the room...
Fee
Scousebabe
Elliezz
Overall a fun day....
There were 4 sets for the day
1: Gunge Pool
2: Dungeon
3: Poster Paints
4: Messy Foods
We got hideously lost trying to find Exodus but now that I know where it is I will definately want to go back when they have finished all of the renovations as it is impressive enough half done, there are soooo many rooms and they are all well equipped and well laid out with plenty of space between any equipment...
So we were shown around and I then went to get changed into the PVC top and skirt for the gunge pool. However I had decided that morning that I was not going to do either the gunge or food as a) my back was playing up something chronic and b) it was just too close to a sexual thing for Squeak to do them with me and that was just too freaky for me to contemplate.
I went over to the gunge pool with the others in my group and I simply acted as a gunge bucket passer and occassional pourer of the green goo... They all looked like they were having fun but I have to admit that the gunge I got on my hands felt horrid, it was just slimy and gross and I had to go out the gunge area a couple of times to wash it off my hands because it just felt so nasty. There is no way in a million years I could actually get in a pool of the stuff *shudders*
Set 2 was the Dungeon and I must admit that I was at a total lose as to what to do in there, I was not about to beat Squeak but then I noticed that they had some 1/2 tonne hoists and wrist and ankle suspension bracers. So it was suspension time :D
We put Squeak up first as it is fun to make him scream, and when he was up by his ankles simply pushing him so that he swung ever so gently.... he was up for about 5 minutes and then we let him down and it was my turn to go up, it was lovely and my back stretched out nicely and I enjoyed swinging for a few minutes until I felt my right ankle start slipping and they had to bring me down..
Finally we put up our photographer as he is a switch and is still trying new things and he had soooo much fun and it was great to see his grins and then to watch him bounce about once he was down.
Whitestar
Then there was a short break for lunch and I had a natter with JP and he was enjoying doing such a different type of shoot to his usual weddings and portaits.
Then we were ogling Scousebabes killer heels and I mentioned that I had bought the pony boots with me and then proceeded to prove that not only could I stand in them but I could also walk in them.... The boots got some of the togs excited and so an impromptu photo session broke out and I got to practice standing in them while the pics were taken.
So after lunch it was poster paint time, I changed into the plain white vest and we pottled over to the paints area. We had already been warned that we had to be kneeling or sitting as someone had already fallen and sprained their wrist earlier in the day. There was a lot of fun to be had and we basically covered each other in paint and it was actually a lot of fun....
Poster Paints
When we had done we all trooped off to the showers only to find that there was no more hot water so we all had to scrub each others backs so that we could get out there as soon as possible...
Messy foods was another one that I had decided to sit out of as it was a slippery one and once again the whole Squeak thing. But I did put some apple pie filling in the wellies for the shoot...
But other than that I didn't really do anything... After Set 4 which for us was the Messy Food I had been talking to Elliezz and we had been on about the suspension rig and I went into the dungeon with them and I ended up suspending all 7 people in the room...
Fee
Scousebabe
Elliezz
Overall a fun day....
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