Square One

Why is it that you think you are over someone and what they did to you and then they do something that just takes you right back to square one.

I thought that the worst he could do was run off and ignore me.  I tried to deal with it by letting him know how pissed off I was that he could do that to me after everything we had gone through together.  But then I was ganged up on for expressing my feelings and told that I was being insensitive.

So I apologised (WTF!!) and went back to being ignored.  Then I find out from someone that he had travelled back up this way and been less than 5 miles away and hadn't thought to let me know even though he had said that I was still important to him and he wanted some form of relationship, ableit it was mainly a very close friendship...

So now I am angry and confused again.... I know if it was found out I was down his way and hadn't let him know then I would get chewed out for it... but the other way round it fine.... GGGGRRRR!!!!